God,
it can be so difficult saying everything
to a computer! Even so, I don't think that anyone reads my site
anymore. Virginia has forgotten to change the link to my site
and I haven't even bothered reminding her.
I felt like I could tell him
anything, even what I'd sworn
to keep a secret. I keep repeating what
St. Teresa said about Jesus, "He changed me
so much that I no longer recognised myself". I
felt as if I'd come out of my shell
in his company - it seemed as if there
were no more rules or second thoughts.
So is that what it's like being in
love? I was right to be worried.
It's scary - you become dependent
on the postman and the telephone. He hasn't
phoned me in three days, and I
don't even know how to get in touch with him!
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